Boo! So today i tried the tena underwear ones in large. Soo way tooo big. It went all the way up to an covering my belly button!! And the butt was all baggy. And then i went three times in it. The first time was very little which was good because i had an eight hour shift. At lunch i couldnt go. But at my last break i did. It was a fair anmount. But omg!! In my last half hour of work i had to goo so bad. That when i was getting the dishes from the dishwashwr a bit came out. And then again when i was waiting on a customer. And then after my shift. I didnt even hav a chance to take of the apron. I just let is all out while i was in the locker room!! But no leaks. And then when i got home i had to go even more. So it worked for soaking everything up. But it got all bulky and soggy n gross. So yep. 

HEYA WORLD!!!

So I've been trying different pull-ups. And Daddy is now making me wear them at work. and diapers when I'm with him. So I have a whole pile of samples and here is my thoughts!!

1) So a week or so ago. I wore this, in size s/m!

It was ok. It seemed a bit too big, but very comfey.

2) And today I wore this, in Size L.

I need size M as it was a bit too baggy and if it wasnt all the way pulled up then it got all bunched up an irratated me, a lot. lol. but they have butterflies on them!!

3) yep. ill be wearing this one tomorrow!

ok. ttyl!!

Randoms thing found on the Internet to try/remember, most of it found on lifehack.org

1 - Raw Avocado Chocolate Pudding
A great healthy dessert! And you won’t even taste the avocado! Blend together meat from 4 ripe Hass avocados, 1/2 cup raw cocoa powder, 1/3 cup raw honey or agave nectar (to taste), 1/4 tsp vanilla, and one pinch of salt until smooth. Let it set in the fridge and enjoy!

2 - Keep a consistent bed-time ritual

3 - Catch some rays during the day

4 - Yarn-Wrapped Painted Jars

Wrap some yarn or twine around a jar, paint it, and peel the yarn away once it’s dry: you’ll be left with a gorgeous luminary for tea lights or candles.

5 -  Shoe Holder Planter, via GreenUpgrader

Use an old over-the-door shoe holder to grow all kinds of plants. This is great for growing herbs outside your kitchen, or on a balcony wall.

6 -  Tea or Coffee Cup with a Message

Grab a teacup and a Sharpie marker, write a message on the inside bottom of a cup (or on the side of it), and bake for 30 min at 350 F to make the writing permanent. Great for bridal party gifts!

7 - Pebble Placemat
Use a hot glue gun to glue flat beach pebbles to circles of felt or wood. These placemats are perfect to use beneath teapots and warm serving bowls, and they look great at garden parties.

8 - Lip Balm

Make your own amazing lip balms with carnauba or bee’s wax, a carrier oil (olive, almond, etc.) and your favourite scent/flavour.

9 -  “Fairy” Garden
Great for small spaces or as a project with your kids: grab an old bucket, drawer, or bowl, add some earth and small plants. Then tuck in some miniatures, and you have a tiny, perfect garden

10 - String Lanterns

It’s amazing how easy it is to make these elegant string-globe lanterns! All you need is twine, corn starch, glue, balloons, and spray paint. Easy peasy.

11 - Jar Garden Mini Terrarium

Fill empty jars with pebbles, soil, moss, and small plants for mini gardens you can place around your home. Feel free to add in some miniatures for extra impact!

 12 - Bath Salts
Epsom salts or coarse sea salt is mixed with your favourite essential oils and a few drops of food colouring to make luxurious bath treats.

13 - Recycled Leather and Wood Shelves
We could all do with more storage space, and you can create some pretty fabulous shelves with some recycled wood, a couple of thrift shop belts, and a few nails.

14 - Mango Blueberry Bliss Smoothie
1 mango, peeled and cubed
1 pint of blueberries
1 banana (frozen or fresh)
1 teaspoon of maple syrup.
1 cup non-dairy milk of choice (almond, soy, or coconut are recommended)
Puree all ingredients together in a blender, and enjoy. A handful of chopped ice can be added if desired.

15 - Berry Boost Smoothie

1/2 cup blueberries
1/2 cup blackberries
1/2 cup cherries
1 banana
1 cup almond milk
1 tablespoon flax oil
1 teaspoon honey
dash of cinnamon
Blend all of the ingredients together until smooth and creamy.

16 -  Green Goddess Juice

1/2 a cucumber, peeled and sliced
1 stalk of celery
1 handful of kale
1 apple, peeled and sliced
1 pear, peeled and sliced
1 teaspoon lemon juice
Juice all of the ingredients in order, ending with the lemon juice. If you find that the juice is too thick, pour a bit of water into your juicer to get the last bits of goodness out, and dilute the end product.

17 - Strawberry Fields Forever Smoothie

1 cup strawberries
1/2 a frozen banana, sliced
1 cup coconut milk
1 teaspoon honey or agave syrup
Puree all of the ingredients in your blender, and adjust sweetener to taste (if desired).

18 -  Peachy Keen Smoothie

1 large peach, pitted, peeled, and sliced
1/2 cup red strawberries or raspberries
1/2 cup peach or berry low-fat yoghurt
1/4 cup milk (dairy or non)
Puree all ingredients in a blender until smooth. Serve cold, and enjoy.

19 - Berry Gorgeous Juice

1 cup blackberries
1/2 cup raspberries
1/2 cup strawberries
1 pear, peeled and sliced
2 small red apples, peeled and sliced
Juice all of the ingredients, and enjoy this luscious, fruity drink while it’s cold.

20 - Paradise Smoothie
4 or 5 slices of pineapple
1/4 cup water
2 oranges or tangerines, peeled and sectioned
1 large handful berries (your choice)
1 banana, peeled
a handful of ice
Juice the pineapple and oranges, adding a bit of water to get all the last yummy bits out, and transfer this juice to the blender. Add the rest of the ingredients, starting on low first to crush the ice, and then cranking up to high until it’s all smooth.

21 - Mango Lassi

1 mango, peeled and sliced
1 cup milk of your choice
1/2 cup plain or peach low-fat yoghurt
1 tsp honey or agave syrup
a few shakes each of cinnamon and cardamom
Add all ingredients to your blender and puree for a minute or so until absolutely smooth.

22 - http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/20-things-you-need-stop-doing-your-20s.html

23 - http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/7-powerful-questions-find-out-what-you-want-with-your-life.html

good god there is sooo much. lol. too many tabs open

Daddy's Rules
*Every month Daddy & Mellie will review*

01 - Mellie must ask Daddy before she spends ANY money.
02 - Mellie must drink eight 8oz glasses of water a day.
03 - Mellie can have one glass of juice with dinner.
04 - Mellie is only allowed healthy food, no junk food or candy or chocolate.
05 - Mellie must have one orgasm at bedtime.
06 - Mellie must use her exercise game, 3 days a week for one hour. (Mon, Wed, Fri)
07 - Mellie has to weight and measure her waist every week. (Sun)
08 - Mellie has to eat less starch and carbs. (following canada's food guide)
09 - Mellie has to bring lunches to work.
10 - Mellie will make a grocery list, & plan meals, that daddy will approve. (Sun)

DAddy!! Daddy!! guess what! ITS SNOWING OUTSIDE!!

And and and, ddaddy daddy guess what!

i went back to DA for the first time in a while. and and i belong. and dadddy ima fix things right this time. guess what else i did?!?! well it really only happened because i maxed out my credit card that netflixs is on, so i couldnt watch merlin until i changed the credit cards. but what i did was i called up my company on card 1 and found out that ya ima relli maxed out, but daddy its only a grand or so. and then i called my other credit card #2 and found out i owe them nothing, that was the one i put the netflixs on, and daddy!! ima so smart. i also scheduld a reoccuring payment to card 2 to pay off the netflixs every money!! and the guess what i did daddy!!! teee heeeee *lots of giggles* i froze the card #2, lik litterally daddy, its in a cute ziplock baggie and i put water in it and now its in the freezer!! and it will only have netflixs on it but it will pay its self off too!! yay! cuz unlike with card 1, i just ignored it until it got maxed out. and i didnt want the hubby to have to bail me out. cuz a few years ago i was 12g's in the big hole with 9 credit cards. ><'' and he hated that. and i still owe student loans a lot of big g's. and then daddy guess what!! i also have credit card #3 that was the first one i got after the 9 cards, because didya know that closing cards makes negitabes on your credit score, so mine was big poo. and i had to get card 3 which is really card #1 but not the maxed out one. daddy i didnt lose you did i? lol. you still following? anyways card 3 has an annual fee on it because thats the only way i could get a credit card again, but guess what daddy!! i cancelled that card, and paided it off and i cut it up, and ima so proud of me n i thinks me hubby is to. he had a big smile on his face when i cut it up. and daddy, guess what!?  ima thinks that your very proud of me too! =D i love you daddy. i hopes you get better soons! xoxoxo here's a teddy bear for you daddy. and the two of you can cuddles and gets somes sleeps. =)

things i want to buy. (based on all the free samples i got in the mail)

1) aleva natural stretch mark cream
2) poise intimate cleansing cloths
3) more diapers
4) more skirts to hide the diapers
5) more leg warmers
6) a cute bunny toy

hold on - nail is bleeding ><

.... and she returns 5 hours later ....

so i and daddy went to the mall, in a super big diaper!! and plastic pants, and my cute lil yellow skirt, and i drank sooooooooo much water that i could have burst. and then i didnt have room to eat lunch cause there was soooo much water in my tummy. and then i was peeing lots, IN THE MALL!!! when standing and when sitting on the floor of ea games. *uber blushes* and while talking to daddy. and he knew cause apperentlly i have this look where im consentrating really hard, while im peeing in my diaper. and then i noticed that the water thing i had, that had a straw, i was chewing on the straw lots when peeing, i think im use to having my suther in my mouth when in my diaper, so in public it was wierd!. and ya. good luck trying to read my rambelings. and its only 840pm so its not bedtime yet. but i has work at 5am. and i figured out that i really like doing things out of order. im way more productive that way. so i hate my job for that. and its miminum wage. soooo uber lame. and daddy is like broke, and im lik sooooo uber broke, and hubby, who isnt relli my hubby yet cuz still engaged but he wont help. some days i wonder if he would leave me. and then illl really be all alone. cuase daddy still has his real family. but i aready told you that, yesterday. yep. ramblerambleramble

yep... and pix of the day is....

i was actually trying to get that to be the background for the fishies. but it didnt work.

yeppers!

nightssss!!!!

oh! one more thing. i have this Support Mellie Fund -----> the orange button on the side. =)

boo!

i think this blog will make daddy happy. as it will make baby mellie sleep better. knowing things are on paper.

1 - i hate scary loud noises outside, when its dark, when im home alone
2 - this will be the first night, sleeping alone, on the couch, in my diaper, while my hubby sleeps in bed
3 - i wonder if this will all blow up in my face, this new found kink of mine, and my hubby, and daddy
4 - any outsider reading this, will be like WTF!
5 - anyways, there probally should be a disclaimer about contents is adult related. yep
6 - pause to do 5
7 - so i just broke a glass, and the first thing daddy wanted to do, was punish me, he didnt even ask if i was ok
8 - i dont live with daddy, it sucks, he has a wife n family, and he sees me sometimes
9 - my hubby, doent like this type of play
10 - i want to do it 24/7
11 - i want to be daddys only baby girl 24/7
12 - im excited to see daddy tomorrow, less than 10 hours
13 - i like mac
14 - and now daddy is telling me to go to sleep
15 - GOOODDDDD NIGHT WORLD!!!
16 - i found this pix and i think daddy will like it

17 - oh and i want this

18 - pix of the day is... cute chinese zodiac

 ok, now bed time!!
xoxoxo
baby mellie